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Saturday, January 20, 2007

The more i know of the truth, the more it hurts...

till now im not angry anymore more. juz disappointed.

who would have thought that it's her..so harmless and friendly. id rather not believe it this way.

we have been hearing several versions of the story. so this is not the first time..such things have happened many times in the past too. and the backstabbers are totally unexpected pple. everyone seems to be friendly and all but in fact..they are talking behind each other's back. what kind of company is this.. it seems that there's no one u can really trust. im tired of figuring out who's speaking the truth..who's real. so now im juz gonna do what i have to do and talk oni when it's necessary. No more offending pple and getting into trouble.

but im still confused..why did she say that??

now that i know better of what's happening, i can say firmly that I HAVE A CLEAR CONSCIENCE.

sometimes it's really hard to act lyk im not bothered by such stuff...
but i will learn from it. this is juz a stepping stone to what i really have to face in future.

looks lyk im really bad at building a good relationship with others...

gimme some time.

`` mem0riesstay.justlikebefore ...#
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Friday, January 19, 2007

i received a suprise call frm lorraine ng this morning..haha. got a shock when i heard your voice. luckily i picked up e phone..coz normally i wont answer unknown calls de. so fast u've left for almost 1 mth le. 5 more months to go..waiting for u to fly back=)

yesterday sucked. again. sort of quarrelled with alfred. den we took half day's leave. Din go to work today as well. at least we were polite enough to inform him and lawrence abt it. but..I respect his position, not him.

found out frm aloysius ah beng that what we noe is only a small part of everything. seems that there are more complaints..zzz

Aloysius called to talk abt the matter..kai dao kai dao me.. then he started telling me things abt the company.. saying that we shld be honoured to be able to work in the company. pui. i dun xi han lor. However after talking to him i felt evn more guilty for suspecting him. he was lyk saying: i choose not to believe what pple sae abt u all..forget abt it and prove them wrong. i have faith in you.. wah sia touched can. he makes a good counsellor. he's a better boss who knows how to protect the interests of his staff. at least he's daring enough to do tt not lyk tt ham ji backstabber. i'll be requesting to go back to my previous station on mon..

They were discussing abt us at this morning's meeting again. haha van i din noe tt we have so much mei4 li4 to make them talk abt us agn and agn and agn..wahaha.

ive thought through it le..rrly no point being sad over fake stuff that those pple sae. I juz need true friends. they keep me going. when i go back i shall do as many jobs as the others. that shall shut those fuckers up as well as prove them wrong. then one fine day when van's boss is gone for NS reservice and there's only van to do the job, we shall quit. wahahahahaha.*evil grins*

I got my pay today.. FIRST pay in my life..wahaha. hard earned money.

when we were at BK juz now i saw one whole grp of jc students fooling arnd there. reminds me of the times when we would go to tm for lunch together as a big grp..making soo much noise wherever we go..attracting glares. i miss the gals. all 11 of them. ok except van whom i c almost everyday. everyone's busy with their own things now..working and all. plus lorraine's so far away. i wonder when can we meet up agn as a big grp. with every single one of us present. im sure there'll be this day..many more of such daes to come in future=)

so afterall WOS chalet might not be cancelled. they will be planning for it next month. hope it is for real this time round.

CNY's coming soon..less than 1 month. yay. i wanna get new clothes. yippee~

`` mem0riesstay.justlikebefore ...#
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Today's a bad day. terribly bad day.

Lesson learnt: looks CAN be deceiving.

I haven shed tears for quite a long time le..damn it.

Early in the morning and that bastard has to ruin everything..and i thought that it'll be much better working under him. wth. To think that ive always wanted to work in his department. how dumb.

I HATE HYPOCRITES!!!!!!!! drown all of them!!

that fucker=van's boss=my 'new' boss. he looks nice and decent..except for his frequent mood swings. he came this morn, telling me to buck up coz he heard of negative comments abt me. Apparently some fucker said that i was chatting too much and so din do much work. btw yest was my first day at that dept.. den Alfred called the both of us out to warn us abt the same thing. he said that he will monitor us and if we still continue chit chatting at work, he would haf to separate the both of us. we tried to explain ourselves but obviously he doesnt give a damn. WTH!!

Believe it or not i really wasnt chit chatting all the while..in fact i was rather quiet. QUIET. i dont know the pple well so i din quite talk to them. please lah. Im pohlisi leh..lyk i will chat non stop to strangers. the only person whom i will crap with is van. but she was clearing some things at another corner. i din evn get to c her most of the time. and if i was chatting to someone, how come that someone din kena complained, oni me? So what?? i was talking to my imaginative fren is it??!!! knn.

the most frustrating thing was that..guess which fucker complained abt me..it was van's boss=my new boss. WOW. he's such a great actor lah. We found out frm someone else that he was the one who brought this up at the meeting. son of a bitch. And that fucker can still act lyk he's soo innocent. still dare to pretend to be concerned and ask me why i look so sad. fuck. So free go and fuck all the stray cats lah. Bloody backstabber. i wonder why did he do that. 3 possibilities. coz he din want to teach another newcomer everything all over again. or coz he thinks i look lyk i will take 1 year to learn the ropes so he'd rather give up on me. or coz he juz hates the sight of me. sucker not happy can juz say rite.. Even if u sack me i will still NOT admit that i chit chatted and not work. no need u to sack i will quit on my own man. really..if not for van's persuation i seriously had the urge to quit right away lah..lyk i will die without the job.

we were thinking who complained abt me. i feel rrly bad coz the first person whom i tot of is tt aloysius ah beng. oops. he's much much much much better than tt damn fucker in terms of personality. altho at work he's super slack. at least ive nv felt so angry when i was under him.
but on the other hand he's xiao qi lah..last time when i was working with him he would smile and talk to me whenever he walked past. now when he walk past he bo hiu at all lah. shit.
That fucker is the last person that we will ever suspect..but..haiz disappointed. And if Alfred dares to come over and transfer me away coz he claims that i still talk too much, i will quit straightaway man. heck the job. throw the whole stack of envelopes in his face give him a kick in his dick. god knows whether he still has a rotten dick or not. wtf.

super suay. 2 consecutive jobs 2 consecutive bosses all lyk tt de. summore on my first 2 jobs.. now i know that we shouldnt trust anyone too readily coz even the nicest looking person can backstab u.. this working society juz seems too complicated for me..

now i haf to be a hypocrite..act lyk im so happy to work under that fucker and do what he says but in fact deep down im cursing and swearing. sianz. no choice.

every single minute at work is a torture.

looks lyk WOS chalet's gonna be cancelled. wth wth wth.

im totally fucked up today.

`` mem0riesstay.justlikebefore ...#
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Time passes super slowly when im at work..
Altho this job is less tiring compared to WOS, it is much more boring.. i guess im always frowning at work tts y my boss(aloysius ah beng) keeps telling me "eh kai xin yi dian leh". how to be happy when i haf to count hundreds of copies of envelopes, weigh them ,sort out, calculate, record and tabulate..dizzy and confusing. and i haf to do all these over and over again. Tt ah beng is a big time slacker..he draws a high pay but slacks the whole dae and yet claims tt he is contributing alot. ok lah he's serious at times. only occasionally. At least he's quite a nice fella. but i still prefer faris. gentleman. I wanna work together with van. under her boss!! but this ah beng keeps kajiao-ing. irritating. if only Alfred and Aloysius ah beng dont interfere. i cant imagine what will happen if they transfer me upstairs..i dont wanna work alone..together with tt dao cha bor. wth wth wth. i hope they cant find any space for me upstairs..

Many or almost everyone at our workplace smokes..even aunties and underage kids. tsk tsk tsk. and there was once when this aunty was gg out to smoke and she offered us cigarettes. siao. do we look lyk smokers??

the canteen food sucks.

Vanessa lee simin xin hua nu fang xiao lu luan zhuang..she has fallen in LOVE with 'Sam-look-20%-alike'..wahaha. dont try to deny it. I shall be your matchmaker. I will look for more chances to drop him more hint..haha. super hilarious can. u go to work not to work but to FLIRT!!! hahaha. thanks alot but i dont need u to matchmake me and mr kenny. pls lah he's juz a xiao didi for goodness sake.

other than these 'celebrities', there's also my ah beng boss who looks lyk channel U de Ben..MC king and another xiao didi who looks lyk adam chen. haha sounds so WOW rite..

Went for a night movie on fri when we were supposed to work OT the next day. And went on a ghost trail with van on tues. damn spastic. i suggested walking to the bus stop coz we have waited quite a while for the shuttle bus. i thought it was quite near. den both of us started walking..from 6+ till 7+..till it was all dark. den we decided to give up and hail for a cab. Luckily. The next dae we took the shuttle service and realised tt we went the wrong way..we should have turned left instead. super dui. so the bus stop is indeed within walking distance. how dumb. sorry aunty dun believe what i sae the next time. nevertherless it's an unforgettable experience. the worst thing was tt when we went for work the next dae lyk almost everyone noes abt this coz some of them saw us walking when they were on the bus. btw rumours spread really fast. they were lyk" eh yesterday u walked home arh??" "aftertt walking home also??" "eh aftertt i will be walking home leh..exercise my legs". wah kao..paiseh lyk shit.

Working so no life lah..veri long nv c the rest le. hmm i sort of miss the daes when we get to c each other everyday and crap non-stop...
tmr's monday..got to work again..hopefully i'll be doing something different. and pls idiots, dun transfer van away!!

i hate waking up at 6+..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im looking forward to WOS chalet. 22 23 24. yay. hopefully we will be able to take 3 days' leave. together.

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Im unemployed..after 1 week at work..sobx.
hmm..i miss the people there plus all the silly and dirty jokes plus the way everyone works minus all the unpleasant and frustrating stuff. Now im slacking at home again..i wanna earn loads and loads of money so that i can shop lyk mad in HongKong, together with all the women and lorraine. yippeeee. but first, i need a job!! can i be a tuition teacher?? call me miss poh..hahax.

fotos taken when van and i went back to WOS to visit our ex-colleagues=)

taken in the super untidy storeroom.
that's sahari the big time joker cum pervert cum slacker cum all time liar..but dun playplay wor..he's a senior staff. until now i still wonder how such a joker can actually be a senior staff, haha right van? he keeps cursing and swearing at cheapo customers behind their back. lolx. and look at the way he poses..he claims that he's a supermodel..wahahaha.

those are the 2 xiao wang ba dans who pangseh-ed us..sae wanna go countdown at pasir ris park in the end they went roller blading themselves. so poor me and van got to countdown halfway while ordering food at Macs. haha.

jason..or rather Philip(we gave him this name coz he's frm Philippines and he doesn't have the jason look) who has really helped us alot..altho most of the time we dont quite understand him and he dont seem to understand us too.