Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Today's a bad day. terribly bad day.
Lesson learnt: looks CAN be deceiving.
I haven shed tears for quite a long time le..damn it.
Early in the morning and that bastard has to ruin everything..and i thought that it'll be much better working under him. wth. To think that ive always wanted to work in his department. how dumb.
I HATE HYPOCRITES!!!!!!!! drown all of them!!
that fucker=van's boss=my 'new' boss. he looks nice and decent..except for his frequent mood swings. he came this morn, telling me to buck up coz he heard of negative comments abt me. Apparently some fucker said that i was chatting too much and so din do much work. btw yest was my first day at that dept.. den Alfred called the both of us out to warn us abt the same thing. he said that he will monitor us and if we still continue chit chatting at work, he would haf to separate the both of us. we tried to explain ourselves but obviously he doesnt give a damn. WTH!!
Believe it or not i really wasnt chit chatting all the while..in fact i was rather quiet. QUIET. i dont know the pple well so i din quite talk to them. please lah. Im pohlisi leh..lyk i will chat non stop to strangers. the only person whom i will crap with is van. but she was clearing some things at another corner. i din evn get to c her most of the time. and if i was chatting to someone, how come that someone din kena complained, oni me? So what?? i was talking to my imaginative fren is it??!!! knn.
the most frustrating thing was that..guess which fucker complained abt me..it was van's boss=my new boss. WOW. he's such a great actor lah. We found out frm someone else that he was the one who brought this up at the meeting. son of a bitch. And that fucker can still act lyk he's soo innocent. still dare to pretend to be concerned and ask me why i look so sad. fuck. So free go and fuck all the stray cats lah. Bloody backstabber. i wonder why did he do that. 3 possibilities. coz he din want to teach another newcomer everything all over again. or coz he thinks i look lyk i will take 1 year to learn the ropes so he'd rather give up on me. or coz he juz hates the sight of me. sucker not happy can juz say rite.. Even if u sack me i will still NOT admit that i chit chatted and not work. no need u to sack i will quit on my own man. really..if not for van's persuation i seriously had the urge to quit right away lah..lyk i will die without the job.
we were thinking who complained abt me. i feel rrly bad coz the first person whom i tot of is tt aloysius ah beng. oops. he's much much much much better than tt damn fucker in terms of personality. altho at work he's super slack. at least ive nv felt so angry when i was under him.
but on the other hand he's xiao qi lah..last time when i was working with him he would smile and talk to me whenever he walked past. now when he walk past he bo hiu at all lah. shit.
That fucker is the last person that we will ever suspect..but..haiz disappointed. And if Alfred dares to come over and transfer me away coz he claims that i still talk too much, i will quit straightaway man. heck the job. throw the whole stack of envelopes in his face give him a kick in his dick. god knows whether he still has a rotten dick or not. wtf.
super suay. 2 consecutive jobs 2 consecutive bosses all lyk tt de. summore on my first 2 jobs.. now i know that we shouldnt trust anyone too readily coz even the nicest looking person can backstab u.. this working society juz seems too complicated for me..
now i haf to be a hypocrite..act lyk im so happy to work under that fucker and do what he says but in fact deep down im cursing and swearing. sianz. no choice.
every single minute at work is a torture.
looks lyk WOS chalet's gonna be cancelled. wth wth wth.
im totally fucked up today.
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